what my nightmares are made of....

I've failed! I failed at the blogging every day in May challenge.  I meant to make a better attempt than I did. Oh well. On to Day 7 the thing (s) you're most afraid of.

I have horrible anxiety, just as poor Ry-guy. I'm really working at trying to overcome the smaller things that can trigger my anxiety. Some of those small things include:

fish-yes fish. even goldfish. Mostly lake types of fish. Seeing them in the meat dept can freak me out, send me into a tizzy.
jello-yup that jiggle shit we were all force  fed as children. I don't enjoy things that are sticky or slimy. This falls into both categories.  

odd numbers. yes. don't ask why. I buy things in pairs. I'm slowly warming up to the idea of odd numbered checkout lanes. Its been a challenge.

on to the more important fears.

of course number one is losing this guy.....

all kidding aside. Losing my better half, my Mother, my Grandma, the rest of my family, and all of Ry-guy's family. 
any of my friends. 
acts of terrorism. Anytime something happens big or small, I think about where I live and what targets terrorist could use around my home. 

losing my job. A few years back this happened to me. It was the scariest moment of my life. I wasn't prepared to be laid off. I was in so called recession proof occupation. 

not being able to conceive. I'm still on the fence about having baby and if I couldn't have one I can't even imagine how that would feel. So many couples seem to struggle with this. It hurts to see them suffer. 
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  1. I think you are the only person I know of that is afraid of jello. :(

  2. all of these fears are rational. and speaking from the side of losing a pet- cherish EVERY single moment with them. good bad cute naughty... all of it! their time with us here on earth is limited (it sucks!)

  3. I totally get where you're coming from in regards to losing a loved one or someone pretty close...and Dexter! I can't imagine losing Bailey. I cry if the thought even crosses my mind.

    Jello...Takes note. Do not offer Jen jello. Okie!



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